Let it be..let it go..

let it be..let it go...

i learn alot n also been hurt alot in love someone i love... juz tis few dae...i felt that i n her got more talking topic...then i found that she got a guy she like veri much...even the dolphin n sky like habit is from him...i felt..so dumb at the moment...thinking of noeing wat she like...actually wat i actually noe abt her is how the guy she like like...i am in sure a dilema...i dont noe how to put tis feeling in word...but..at the same time..i m happy that...she got a guy she like..n i got a feeling that the guy somehow like him..i hope so..hehex..so i starting to let my self drift away from her..seeing her happy in a distant is juz enuf for me..guess..i will take sometime to put down the feeling i have for her..meanwhile..i juz decide to lock the feeling..into deep in my heart...lock it up wif lots of lock..till o lv finish..then i decide to face it..till then...i got to be brave..

after mum incident abt a mnth ago..every one was rather giving into her..i lost..all my freedom..i hab...my family have been pressurizing me..i starting to feel i may go mad anytime..perhap u will see me in news some dae..=P haha..i learn to cope it..i try to keep my self quiet by blasting loud music into my ear..blast as loud as possible..till i cant hear anything..even my own breathing..

to her..i guess onli a song...suit me now...slyvester suo yi...although i dont quite like him..but i felt the song was meaninful... all the best..o lv closing by..worried stress...gotta get back to my folio le..haiz...kk take care everyone..=D