~Clear Blue Sky~

Something kept in my heart

2008-02-16T02:55:00.000-08:00

This is defintely one post that i must write it down somewhere. Its a memories that i wouldnt wan to forget. I spend wif her valentine day. =D although i dont know why she agree to it or wat. I am sure i have enjoyed the moment with no regret. Her endless smile warm my heart. Just like the first time i met her. whenever we are, we would give each other a smile. The smile was PRICELESS! I brought rose for her. It was damn nervous. hahas. the very first time i ever get flower for a gal. Although i am not the first to give her flower. i am glad i was one of them whom give her flower. I finally realise, love is not to holdon. holdon is not a kind of love. whatever it is. as long as she is happy, i am happy. it would be just great.

The end =D tis is one memories i will keep wif me forever. At least i know its safe written in this blog =D

Maple For Myself Not For her. XD Result =D (chapter 7 Death)

2007-09-19T12:20:00.000-07:00

Mapling till so late. Pqing tis late was good =D. Hahas. Tomorrow going out. Jobless still.
Result
Machine Technology A (Unexpected)
Micro controller Technology A (Expected)
ProgAuto B (Expected)
Engineering Math 3 C (Unexpected)
Principle of dynamic C (no hope at all)
Public Speaking C (Unexpected)
Woot Happy happy. Pq lving up soon. hahahahas.

Death
A good topic to talk at nite. Hahas. Death to me i defined it has emptiness. A very scary feeling. U cant talk. U cant breath. U cant do anything. U cant even think. U cant even imagine. ITs nothing. Nothing at all. scary? hahas. I guess people will not agree wif my saying ba. Coz there are alot other saying tat tell abt death. Hell Heaven. So on. Death is scary...Yet Life is meaning full. So cherish the one u loved. Live with no regret. All Take Care. Anyway if u are free try call 6444 4444. It work seriously =D if u dare call it at 12 midnite =p hahas

The Answer....(Chapter 5 - To be Loved. Or Loved)

2007-09-11T04:21:00.000-07:00

Yep Yep Yep..
She given me an answer.
Finally
Although its a no.
But I felt a sense of relieve.
A load off my heart.
Damn Good.
Still wanna be a friend with her. But i need time to forget.

Chapter 5 - To be Loved. Or Loved

In the world. There's alway this 3 type of people.
1st one Prefer to be loved then to loved other.
2nd one Prefer to loved other then be loved.
3rd one Prefer to loved other and be loved at the same time.

So what type of person are you? Be there for other or wait other to be there for you. For me...i would love to be there for other and at the same time the other must be there for me. Dont need to be lover or wat. But the care in it. Lets say for my cousin. He say he once love this girl but i could see that he is trying his best for the role of been her friend. And also the girl is trying her best to fulfill her role as a friend. Its no longer a one sided stuff but a 2 sided. Another friend of mine hope to be loved more then loved other. He prefer his freedom. And at the same time he wanted an accompany at times. So What kind of person are you. Whether to be loved or loved other. Try putting it in other people shoe. Like nowaday i saw some girl. Yep They wanna have the relationship as last time. But sometime stuff arent suppose to get back to the way they are. Thats Life dude. Thats life. Friend is still possible. But as close as last time. I guess not. Its hurts alot dude.

That anotherr section of The Panderan Talk. So Long now. Hahas. Exam result coming out tonite. GOOD LUCK ALL!

The Ending...Yet a New Beginning Chapter 4.

2007-09-06T01:34:00.000-07:00

Heys, can you hear my voice?
Is it reaching the depths of your heart?
I found a single shooting star under the sky we both look up at,
Just so i could cling to your smile for eternity.
I lost that starlight in the radiance of the sky which had cleared.
I remember it fondly, though I cannot accurately express that feeling.
"Thank you". from the bottom of my heart. I send you this song.
I will never forget these feelings that I've just realized.

This is the Ending.. And Yet a New Beginning.
Thanks you for all the memories you given to me. I will alway remember it. But guess its just time to let go. I been holding on to it too long. Its a tiring stuff. The last answer from you will make me feel much relieve. And my life gonna go on.

Anyway no new theory. But i somehow stumbled by this stuff. So share it with you all.

Chapter 4. "Rebound Relationship" (This doesnt include in my Pandaren Theory)

A "rebound relationship" is one in which a person becomes overly quick to commit to a new partner after having experienced an upsetting breakup or divorce. People who have breakups and then immediatley involved themselves with someone else seem to feel the need to prove to themselves they are worthy of love and affection. They may miss the comfort and affection of a regular relationship. But whatever the reason is, it is a selfish reason, one that is based on serving the self esteem and satisfying feeling of personal worth. "Someone loves me and needs me." It can also be to affirm "I wasn't at fault in the breakup, this relationship will prove that." Most of these rebound relationships are not permanent, and they can be even more destructive than the earlier breakup. –From wiki.answers.com

Exam Period...Chapter 3 - Tears

2007-08-26T00:55:00.000-07:00

Exam period is here again. For The tp student, secondary school student etc. For some other poly exam may have been over for them. So yep.. Anyway rather stress now. come here destress abit. Wonder why abit no mood study. Moody moody me. But forcing the stuff inside my head. Hahas. Recently listening to gareth gates album. Old Song. the new album angel on my shoulder is good. If anyone got please send me =D . Kinda like with you all the time and tell me one more time. Both lyrics kinda of suit how i felt now.
tell me one more time
why your heart cannot be mine
look into my eyes and say
that love has gone
and I'll be man enough to walk way
yep so thats the lyrics. erm...onli maybe he have no love at first so the love shldnt be there in the first place. hahas.
The time will come soon. sooner or later. But its a must for me now. 4 month...hahas

Chapter 3 - Tears
Let not talk about tears. Rather emotion. Expression. This are the way how human express themselve. Crying, Smiling, Laughing, Frowning.
A baby communicate with their parent through all this too. Crying to show discomfort. Smiling to show comfortness.
Well thats how human communicate themselve. Crying is a way to show a person feeling. Hoping that someone would come comfort them. For example. A kid crying in the public if they dont get the stuff they wan. Or Someone that feels unfair wanted someone to share the pain with. But as we grow up. Everyone started wearing a mask around. Laughing sometime not for the sake of laughing but just for the occasion. Saying sorry not for the sake of feeling sorry but for the need of it. Crying sometime just hoping to get sympathy.(apologise for my bad spelling.) But when people are around someone they trust. True emotion come real. Crying smiling. Sharing all those feeling around. Well although i dont know that she cried infront of me before till she told me. Maybe cause she know that she can show her weak side to me or what. I dont know. But i am really happy to be trusted by her.
So people out there. Next time seeing people you care about was crying. Dont hesitate to embrace them or comforting them with your sweet smile.
The art of appreciation is the key. Learn to love and recieve love. But not love in hoping to get love in return.(although it feel abit sucky though. hahas)
Anyway be happy. Express urself well. Isnt it tired to wear a mask everyday?
Lastly let me share Gareth Gates - With you all the time part of the lyrics
I'm walking round the room
I'm laughing when you smile
and when you cry I cry too
I made you a promise
that I shall forever be
you're on your own but not alone
when you're down and you're rife
and the world tells you no-one cares
you can rest assured im always there

Thanks Miss Xueren Lucky Handmade gift. Chapter 2 - Definition of loves

2007-08-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

Beware... Pandaorem Theorem Chapter 2... Whauhahahahaha

Before that let me summarise what i have been doing this past 2 day. First School LoLS. Enjoy schooling so much. At least its not lonely there. Dynamic Test turn out good. 19/20. Must be miss xueren handmade gift brought me good luck. Today juz finish my Machine technology lab test. First to finish. Settled it in 15 min. Everyone was shock that how the **** did that guy finish so fast. Demo to lecturer. Recieve a nod of his. I am fine to go. So stay outside wait for friend to finish. I got this very very funny Panda habit. Hate to stay in exam area. Can leave jiu leave le. hate tat place. Maybe its my pandaren instinct =p hahas

Chapter 2 - Definition Of Loves.

Love is one of the most puzzled stuff to us, I guess. Some treat it like a game. Some treat it as a search to find their lifetime partner. Some go with feeling. Some go with excitement. Some even go with motive.

For me. I go for feeling. And somehow i got to admit sometime. Love itself is selfish in times. Biasness.(hope it spell lidat) Some time i was wondering. Perhap i am a little. After watching trouble couple. A korean drama. Thought came to my mind. At the time where she was with him. I alway tell her yao xin fu wor. I started to ponder...why. I found out the answer. At that period of time...i do hope that guy will give her xin fu. Can make her smile. Thats enough. But soon when things turn bad. I suddenly felt funny. How to say ne. Erm....i started to like say bad stuff about him sometime. The opposite of love is alway hate. Maybe doing all this may make her feel better? maybe not? who know's?

To other love may link together with sex. Love may link together with happiness. But i guess my love link together with a smile. I have met alot of friend whom treat love like a game. Some even have started this saying. You will meet the wrong ones first before you meet the right one. So...whos the right one? hahas.

Afterall love is just a game. erm....dont understand? Is either one side win or both win. As simple as that. Sometime you will see a GameOver. Sometime you will see Continue?. Sometime you may see the ending. A happy one usually.

So what is love? What is the different between love and infactuation. Is Love need in life? Can Logical thinking win Emo-Thinking one day? We all dont know. Love is not something can be Measured. Calculated. All you can do is to feel it.

So what the conclusion? Love Is something you give. Not about recieving. Although in time you will hope to recieve something. But even if you did not recieve anything. You give with no regret. There is also no definition of love. Its not Science. Its Feeling. hahas. Play around with it...maybe you will get an answer someday. But not a definition or an explanation that is. Hahas

Its Been sometime. Quite some time (Chapter 1 - Emo-thinking win over logical Thinking. )

2007-08-12T06:36:00.000-07:00

Hello to my blog again. Maybe i am bored. Thats why all of a sudden type this entry. Whos know. Maybe there are people somewhere really reading my blog. hahas. but i guess shouldnt be ba. As i not updating my blog.

Life. Hectic, Chaos. Nahz juz bullshitting =D . Our life no matter how are already consider good. Better then some other country. So lets stop complaining =D

Exam coming. Dying soon. Hahas Dynamic Math Blah blah. Lets juz walk toward it. guess something good may happen.

Was looking at my template. LoLS i kinda of understand it. Last time saw it was juz a copy and paste product. now...i can understand the if else case. the switch case. the for loop lols and also....ARRAY!! hahas

Yesterday was my most happy...erm....no.. i meant one of my happiest day in my life(hope to expect more of other happy happening) all who know me shld noe. so lets not talk about it. its important to me. but not u all. so whus care?

Pandaorem Therom
Chapter 1
Emo-thinking win over logical Thinking.
People will usually find no worth in doing stuff. But, They just do it. dont understand? for example voting in singapore was rather famous. Project superstar, Singapore idol. blah blah. Adult of other who dont appreciate it will think "Heys, are nowaday kid dummy. voting so much waste money. At the end of the day. What do they gain". Another example Arcade. To some it may be a waste of money. To some its not. But let me ask a qns to you now. At the end of the day whos happy? the one whu vote and the one whu play arcade. hahas. I meant. doing stuff you enjoy is wat important rite? even if other thinks it not worth it. To you its worth it. Juz do it =D Impossible is nothing. Nothing is impoosible. Rite? hahas. Some time you tend to think stuff shld happen this way. But when it realli happen. it may not be the way u predicted.
At the end of this post....do you agree with me? if not...pls give me comment =D i would love to have some.
end of chapter 1 =)(= Come back for more =D

I went to Miss XueRen BBQ..it was..fun yet short

2006-11-25T07:26:00.000-08:00

Yep, just as what the title mention. I went to miss Xueren BBQ.

Morning woke up go school same usual procedure. Only thing is that i need to go home early to take care of my mom. She kinda of fell sick just the day before miss Xueren Bbq. So i decided of not going le coz need to take care of my mom.

Afternoon. Brought home food for my mom, check whether she is feeling better. On my comp n work as a Singaporean maid =p (kidding). Soon time passes fast.

Night. Brother brought some food home. Thinking tat miss xueren shld be enjoying her bbq =D. Watch some tv. suddenly seeheng call me and asked me whether still wan to go to the bbq mahz. Of course i wanna go, wif the accompany of friend is even best.

Reach east coast abt 11? and the group, marcus khimleng yongliang n seeheng was starting to complain abt far. coz..its rather quite far ba.

So, met her, with her 2 frenz limfung n serene, also follow by seeing her parent n her brother. Enjoy every moment of my time there. although i am abit shy lahz..n dont dare to talk much..but i am juz happy tat i was there. hehex.

Soon it was kinda of late. so me n my frenz help carrying the stuff to the car. tis time..wonder y..the walk was so fast..i hope it will be slower. Time sure fly fast. Termtest soon. 2nd year soon. stress endless coming. Ashley n all the frenz Jia you wor=p hehex.

I AM BACK!!!! Tis time not lamo not owl not piggy BUT MR BabyPanDA

2006-05-13T12:02:00.000-07:00

LoLs...babypanda. given by emily. now totally like the panda thingy. Get into TP finally, thinking tat nagging will stop soon. BUT, LOLS MORE NAGGING COMEs! Anyway met nice frenz at sch, Ben N ivan. although they was fascinated by the babypanda stuff n the obession i m into babypanda. but good stuff is tat i am still the entertainer around although i always suffer been bastard. LoLS. anyway tis is the ashley i am n the ashley i shall be.

restarting maple again. YY PHYSCO but enjoy my new female char babypanda coz i think female cleric is cute. but then i gain the name of shemale babypanda by the stupid CJ89 tat i noe online for all those whu dont noe.

stupid brother ask me to stay hm celebrate mother day n HE WENT OUT n then i miss the outing wif kl they all again.

Watch a show..dont noe wat name. movie channel 8 iguess the show start at 1 but i watch it during halfway of stuff lidat. the gal inside was so sweet.
inside they talk abt wat is love. kinda of feeling more n more puzzled. starting of love is when u have some heart pounding for tat gal. but feeling maybe different once u went out wif her or stuff lidat. suddenly remind me abt sharon. guess writing she for so long is starting to bored me. the feeling of msging her was nice.. but when meeting her out the feeling..was abit diff. i kinda of have feeling for her but felt...like stranger.. ya stranger. we knew each other but to realli love her n yet i dont noe her world. i was puzzled by tis stuff den. so decided to keep it to myself. guess i am not ready to love other or vise versa now. i kinda of treat wveryone good frenz now. perhap time will reveal my path. i dont noe. anyway have a nice outing wif nardirah n somehow we have topic into the bf gf kind of stuff. yep wat she say was kinda true dont get obsess into tis kind of stuff now study is the most important things in life but dont study till u neglect the beauty around u..erm the 2nd sentence was kinda of told by marcus or i interpret it lidat? coz like wat marcus say heys guy admire gal n gal admire guy so tis is how the world goes. loving is when u realli erm...give all the best to tat person n soon u will found out tat u r doing everything for tat person instead of doing it for urself. guess i am not ready to give me everything to anyone now. but i realli wan frenz concern now coz tat is the most sweetest stuff ever i guess.

poly life was hard but i muz perservance through tis 3 years. life gotta go on n so U CANT EXPECT ME TO TYPE N TYPE N TYPE GRRRR... LOLS okok cute babypanda gonna slp soon...nitez =D

nth to do..short post...nothing to see...dont come

2006-02-21T22:27:00.000-08:00

tat all i wanna say...wat meant to be here is here...forgive n forget.

updated song n deleted last post

East Coast...Starry nite, Sandy beach...N..Delicious food =P

2006-02-17T21:03:00.000-08:00

Whuhahahaha, last nite was fun, totally fun. We went to east coast n makan, but i am the so called out one out yesterday...as everyone wear short pant n shirt i wear long sleeve n jeans!!!! DAMN U MARCUS!!! =X

I took a walk at the lagoon alone, the nite scenenary is good. The cricket calling as i walk along. After some time, wave of splash can be heard, its the beach. Sat Down listen to the wave n watching the starry nite, twinkle star above the star, wonder how she was. So.. Msg her n she seem to have a bad day, so i msg her n enjoy at the beach, time past 10min, 20 min, 30 min, 40min. Before i get back on my feet n walk back to the hawker centre.

Erm... me, kl, teck wun, geok xin, order satay beehoon, wait quite long but not so delicious. haha. Then we order satay chicken wing popiah rojak, although i eat a little but i still need to pay 3.50 dollar. But nvm lahz coz i got eat, haha. Then we also eat stingray n other stuff, quite delicious for tat n so i spend 10 dollar for tat day.

I decided to walk to te lagoon again the spot tat i watch the star, but juz sit down 5 min, then say got to go le. Sadden lor. Bid goodbye to the beach. N we start walking to bedok jetty? i think so as i am a direction idiot. HaHa. After some walk we started to settle down n discuss of going home. In the end cindy weiling n i forget still got whu le go jonathan hse. Then me khim leng geok xin marcus same cab. See heng n teck wun romantic 2 person in a cab. Then aik ying xiao jia n yong liang same cab. i think i remember correctly ba. HaHa.

So boring today got a work too. Work Work Work. nvm end of the month i quiting liaoz. so juz wait ba.

Signing Off..MrLamo~

Time To Clear My Heart n.....WORK!!!

2006-02-15T17:31:00.000-08:00

LoLs. Trying to be MRLamo again. well tat wat i nick myself? Juz 30 more min away to go to work. So boring n tired.. suddenly dont feel like working. Perhap enjoy too many day off le ba. erm...so u all wanna noe wat course i choose? I choose Mechatronic.

Shock tat i choose Mechatronics? Such a course wif low cut off point? But heard tat the market there when u get out is much mroe bigger, er...so decided to go there lor. Since i am more interested in mechanic n computer. Haha.

Have A fun Day yesterday when to orchard then to marina square enjoying the premium TCC coffee, but yesterday i drink the coffee cool liaoz. Not warm...so not so nice ba. Then went home at 12+. Reach home i haven go slp yet, see my mum cooking got alot left, i sit down at the kitchen alone drinking her carrot n potatoes soup. Specially made by MrLamo Mum =D. n call my cousin n frenz for a small chat till 2 am? LoLs, no wonder Eleri call me Noctural MrOwl~

Ok lahz...22 min more be4 goin to work...need prepare le so...GoodBye My Lovers GoodBye my frenz ( By James blunt goodbye my lover ) Adios
Loggin off....Sign MrLamo~

Shld I Carry On Waiting ?

2006-02-14T00:47:00.000-08:00

Waiting for someone whu have no even a single interest in u is tiring n hurtful. 1 Year pass...so fast still in square 1. Wat shld i do? Wait for her? Or continue to be the happy go lucky guy i used to be. But can i realli do it? Tat is the 2nd problem i face. Love can be sweet yet its hurt. LoLs

Lonely Valentine Day, decided not to wait for her any longer. Go to Welson hse fix his dota but his net damn sux. Wait for him to change his net ba. Jay Chou song is pretty good, it make me moody? LoLs so i think alot today again. She gave me a total rejection the chances of she accept me is 0.01 percent? shld i continue to wait on? I dont noe but one stuff i am sure is tat i will not forget her so easily. So again i muz try to be her frenz n onli her frenz or perhap her brother. There r alot of other galz..in poly? Tat wat my sis say? haha.. ye qu. By Jay Chou. tis post will be a memory of my dead love. I will forget her soon n be her frenz tat will give her moral support like a frenz will do.

Such a lonely day today...perhap i shld go sing lonely.........i am so lonelyyyy. LoLs.

Another moody sky for MrLamo. Perhap i shld change my blog to www.moody-sky.blogspot.com ? LoLs

Signing off..MrLamo~/ MrOwl`

The TP Trip

2006-02-13T02:03:00.000-08:00

Juz went to Tp for the talks i guess. Sitting there n looking for the staff there to talk abt wat they noe abt the course there. N of course i heard abt the mechatronic n the cyber n digital security. SomeHow i was realli in to the cyber n digital security where i learn to hack n protect myself been hack. N as for mechatronic is much more a hand on course. As mechatronic is the combination of software mechanic n electronic. So its rather amazing, u can learn abt robotic or aerospace or triple E.

When wif Tp wif xiao jia n welson n have a rather great time...not the Tp trip but the morning trip to DoTa. haha. I owned the first round n our team work was good. Say truely lahz some time i realli dislike welson..perhap is bcoz of the 'her' or is becoz realli he is irritating as some of my frenz also dislike him. But nvm whu cares he is still my frenz n frenz muz learn to live wif each other..rite?

I let xj see 'her'msg today n somehow she say that i have realli tat little chance to enter her heart. Its been a year since i look for the key to the door in her heart. Always passing by the heart but no key to get in. Homeless. I guess haha. But tat hse is realli my dream hse n i guess i will find the key one day not by sneaking in or breaking in but slowly finding the key to open the door. LoLs i guess i can be a novel writer if nxt time i m out of job. But the problem is whether i can hold on anot...tis i dont noe ba. haha.

Wow wonder y i have stuff to write everyday but most is alway abt her, wont my reader get bore? but i guess i go no reader, good mahz lidat is like a online journal n no worries of whu will read it. So anyway..

Adios
Signing of...MrLamo~/ MrOwl~

The 'Heart' Talks

2006-02-12T06:16:00.000-08:00

Today, i went to my relative hse meeting my beloved cousin n relative. Long time since i c them all together, miss the good old day. The day where we play together playing stupid stuff n still so innocent. Now my cousin have much their own life now espcially my big cousin Martin, always go out wif frenz n its freaking hard to c him or wat. But i still got much contact wif him ba...haha. Was boring at my relative hse...as no game, nothing to do; so we entertain our self we snack n playing card. N disturb each other love life i guess, haha.

Today have a realli nice time msg wif her, felt like i taken another big step toward her. At least now i noe wat she realli felt n i guess.. i will slowly enter her world n give her all the care i could give her. But no matter wat happen, i swear now that i will be there for her whu ever she wan me to be, her frenz or her brother or a passerby.

Lastly, MArcus glad tat u make ur choice on the gal u like work hard toward it. =D
N hope tat i will make up my mind on my poly course soon.

Clear Blue Sky...hope my life will be tat clear.
Signing of MrLamo/MrOwl

Long Time no See Clear Blue Sky

2006-02-11T08:27:00.000-08:00

haha, been a long time since i update my cute little blog. Time sure have pass fast ba, got my 'o' lv result le, not happy wif my result especially my math n dnt but no other choice. As destiny have already occur or happen. Will my sky continue be clear n blue? I wonder suddenly, a happy go lucky guy like me now face tremendous stress of my future. What is my real interest? Do u noe it? LoLs i dont even noe wat i realli like n if u noe... oh gosh i am totally hopeless. HaHas!
Listen to Jay Chou Feng currently, i like that song has it make me realli moody n think of stuff.
What stuff? Erm....tough one, alot, but mostly abt her ba. Juz read her frenzster be4 realli writing tis entries. Felt far from her all of a sudden. She live in heaven n i live in hell. Perhap is becoz i am veri zi bei ba. I lack that something people call confidence. I realli hope i have tat but...nahz not my luck. Alway living in a small world of my own, my frenz can even use my 10 finger n 10 toe to count. But true frenz r alway hard to find at least i got both KL n Marc. Our 'o' lv arent tat gd. Hope both marc n kl will be fine. Marcus wif his happy go lucky attitude i guess he will be pretty fine. Marcus marcus, pls make ur choice fast, dont make the gals whu appreciate u wait so long. Hope all my frenz will be fine=D
Hey Frenz is valentine day soon!!!! Have u guys make ur move yet? Btr be fast or regret for the Year 2006. I have make mine now juz need her answer. Awwww.. i felt so far from her after reading her frenzster she have her own ambitious n stuff i onli like living in my small little world. Wat should i realli do? Or perhap i think too much? She also dont like me wat y i bother so much rite? LoLs talking to my self again.. Argh!!! Juz hope tat the valentine day wif her will work up well ba.
I guess i will be frequently updating my post le pls dropby if u have the time
Signing off now....Ti~ Loggin off
Sign MrLamo~

'O' lv pass le

2005-11-26T09:20:00.000-08:00

hehex...'o' lv pass le...back to my old gaming period...wonder y...dont feel like goin out..try to numb my self wif game..n soon i figure out that whenever i am lonely i think of her..even goin to starbuck nite i still think of her...i starting to found out tat...loneliness is scary...it hurt... gonna work soon thought i could work at sim lim suddenly bro sae they dont need people liaoz...gotta find job for my self le... write till here got think then i write ba.h.ahaha

haha....the dae i got rejected

2005-09-29T01:46:00.000-07:00

hehex...decided to clear my mind lor...so...i confess...but got rejected..
haha but nvm..i nv regreted...at least now i am still her frenz..

haha...make quite a mind to confess to her...think dae n nite..finally decided..
**** if u realli read my blog or wat, i juz wanna let u noe tat..u can dont like me but my heart to u will nv change..i can be ur best frenz when ever u need me..lend u a listening ear..n even lend u my shoulder.. juz like the song shine on... whetere we can or cannot be frenz i will be wif u till the veri end..

haha at yy hse type tis blog de...so...loggin of soon...n yy...gd luk wif xiangli wor..whuahahaha dont giv up..=P

i went out wif her somehow...i will nv forget tis dae...but guess i will alway be her frenz

2005-09-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

24th september..i went out wif her the 2nd time...

we meet at compass point...n somehow i noe she have a realli moody dae..
i was late for abt 10 min...n she was late too..i waited for her for an hr..but i guess it was worth it...get the chance to see her again...although it was onli 5 min..i love tat dae..her voice was as sweet n soft..but i guess all those will forever remain in my memories..i noe tat..she has a guy she like..n i realli hope both of them will be happy..guess..i will always be a passer by in her life.. let time wash my wound..but i would alway wanna noe she is happy..

tomorrow physic prelim le...jia you jia you..hope i will also clear my moody state todae...bb..take care

whuahahaha...lols

2005-09-22T02:43:00.000-07:00

hehex...birthdae tomorrow...is tis good or bad?
good=>goin to get alot of present =P
Bad =>one year older...more white hair...gonna be more stress..haha..

23th september...tat is tomorrow rite...wat so special? Arent it juz a normal dae? NO!!!!!!! its my birthdae...mr lamo ashley birthdae...lols. Being lame old ashley again. 17 le har muz listen to mama papa jie jie kor kor lols. 17 year old also meaning no more childish liaoz...be matured too. learn to take care of myself of my family n even frenz =D learn to see thing in 2 way the bad n the good be4 making any decision ..

So...my birthdae gonna lies on PRELIM!!!!!! cannot believe my self.. but nvm people sae can have 3 wish rite..nvm lahz juz make the wish earlier..since got alot of star in my blog...lol...(lame) first wish her to smile always(her smile is the sweetest) 2nd hope all my frenz family be healthy n happy...n lastly...hehex..sercet cannot tell =X. sercetly use my sis com de...goin to logoff soon...hoping tomorrow be a happy one..haha..bad to my typing habit..so many ... again...pls STOp. haha, finally stop muz learn my english well u noe...n so to all my frenz, hope all of u score well in prelim. if its arent so good nvm..juz like wat she sae, do well in o lv!!!haha...

So tis is another lamo month lamo week lamo day lamo post written by lamo lamo ashley..haha. Enjoy the blue sky too, n the morning moon

My life is brilliant...my love is pure

2005-09-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

hehex...another post by me...was kinda of listen to u're beautiful by jame blunt rite now...a veri nice so...same as my blog...haha..

time pass fast...O lv coming le...
veri stress wor...but no choice gotta hold on...at least finish my folio le can start on my revision..muz work hard..for me for my family n for her...hehex..
reemeber on thursdae lidat...kinda of meet mei jie on the way home coz we live at the area there...have some small conversation when she sae i am hard to communicate wif...dont noe y...i am not quite a socialable people..i prefer talking to frenz i noe..muz change that habit pretty soon..try to change ba..

dae was still fine for me.? wat abt all my frenz...guess all my buddy have no more dnt to stress le so r u all feeling btr..lol kinda of talking to the air...i am bore till siaoz liaoz..lol..but nvtheless she is fine i am fine n i guess everyone is fine..arent i rite...kk.. nth to write liaoz or u see my ... mre the word...again..haha lol bb take care all my frenz

You're beautiful

2005-09-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

She is an angel fallen from the sky...bringing me joy n happiness in my life..
She is a Devil from nowhere...bringing me sad n worries in my life..

but..i still love her alot..she is such a beauti..

dae after dae..its almost one year we hae ever meet..suddenly found out tat...i have alreay liking her for so long. remembering the first time i go out wif her n my other 2 cousin..be4 that nite..i couldnt slp..my stomach was full of butterfly.....then i meet her..i was so dumb...words juz couldnt spur out of my mouth...i wanna talk to her...remembering the last moment...abt to go home that time...i ask her y she kinda of look tired...her voice was soft..n sweet..hehex...soon i started lame talk wif my cousin...tat is when she giggle..that moment printed deeply in my heart..

Now...i manage to be a good frenz wif her...trying to lend an extra ear to help her keep all her trouble..at least..i guess...i could still see her smile...her sweet gentle smile..that melt my heart.. although i was usually the one to start the conversation...but at least...she reply me =D
talking abt the first time she msg me...she ask me abt **** stuff...asking abt some past thingy..my heart was so pain.. n remember tat dae she msg me for the first time..i was so freaking high...although the moment nv last long...i still kept the msg...hahaz..

nvtheless...i will be her guardian angel..protecting her wif all i can..i hope my life remain lidat..i guess so..

Love...is juz a game?

2005-09-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

Its up to u to think whether it is...tis is something my frenz send to me...read tis before making ur conclusion..

The beginning of love, is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not twist them with our own image -- otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them? The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of every-thing...they just make the most out of everything that comes their way.

The best kind of friend is the one you can sit on a porch with, never saying a word and then walk away, feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

Don't go for looks -- it can deceive.

Don't go for money -- even wealth fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile, because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion and the romance... and you find out you still care for that person. Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, those who still believe, even though they have been betrayed and those who still love even though they've been hurt before. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people, before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But, what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel. Remember the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past ... you can't go on in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in Their hearts. But, if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. There are things that you would love to hear, but you never hear it from the person you want to. Don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with their heart.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you are smiling and everyone around you is crying.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But often we look so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has just been opened for us.

Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you ... only to find out in the end, that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone ... an hour to like someone...a day to love someone...but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. Love you...

Let it be..let it go..

2005-09-07T10:53:00.000-07:00

let it be..let it go...

i learn alot n also been hurt alot in love someone i love... juz tis few dae...i felt that i n her got more talking topic...then i found that she got a guy she like veri much...even the dolphin n sky like habit is from him...i felt..so dumb at the moment...thinking of noeing wat she like...actually wat i actually noe abt her is how the guy she like like...i am in sure a dilema...i dont noe how to put tis feeling in word...but..at the same time..i m happy that...she got a guy she like..n i got a feeling that the guy somehow like him..i hope so..hehex..so i starting to let my self drift away from her..seeing her happy in a distant is juz enuf for me..guess..i will take sometime to put down the feeling i have for her..meanwhile..i juz decide to lock the feeling..into deep in my heart...lock it up wif lots of lock..till o lv finish..then i decide to face it..till then...i got to be brave..

after mum incident abt a mnth ago..every one was rather giving into her..i lost..all my freedom..i hab...my family have been pressurizing me..i starting to feel i may go mad anytime..perhap u will see me in news some dae..=P haha..i learn to cope it..i try to keep my self quiet by blasting loud music into my ear..blast as loud as possible..till i cant hear anything..even my own breathing..

to her..i guess onli a song...suit me now...slyvester suo yi...although i dont quite like him..but i felt the song was meaninful... all the best..o lv closing by..worried stress...gotta get back to my folio le..haiz...kk take care everyone..=D

another week another post another lame ashley

2005-08-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

haha....another boring week...juz simply passing my dae to play maple...math common test come out...sa expected..i fail...coz i nv even studi..but that is not a good reason...gone through the paper wif my tuiton teacher goin through find out tat...actually is thati done alot of stupid careless mistake...alomst 20 over mark...but..blame myself again...over confident...haiz...too proud is a bad stuff...i am slowly learning..how to keep calm n think well...juz like my feeling toward her now..i start learning...learning to chill...relax...let the time tell me everything...being the same old lamo ashley..is wat i m..haha..n i felt not...slyvester suo yi suit me well...i like the song meaning...slyvester i dont qutie like..haha. oh ya..my english oral over liaoz...was happy to hab her encouragement...guess i will do well =D...hehex.

erm...nth much to sae le lahz...todae veri sad..i play maple...actually 5 more percent lv..die one time...left 10 percent again...then earn 5 percetn again...die one more time...then 10 percent again...haiz...cant even let me be happy to wear my mightly arc staff..erm..mightly to me not other...but...no choice...wait till next week..or ask my fernz help me play =P...hehex...

ok...wish all my frenz to be happy..marcus buck up har..u r veri weak in alot of subject..u can do better then tis de...leng leng..dont over stress urself...feng..be happy..dont be sad anymore...n for she...pls stay cheer full be happy...n believe in ur self...ur smile is the sweetest of all thing in the world...maybe onli to me..ur happiness is my xin fu...i guess ur ct abt to over rite..hope all get high high mark..hehex..

so take care my frenz..looknig forward to next week...maple dae...n coffee dae..slp tite wor..heex..

Aloha...long time nv post le..so gonna write alt of stuff..ready le mahz?=P

2005-08-21T03:51:00.000-07:00

haha...can see from my title..lame me again..wonder y..tis few dae juz look so sadden, actually i also wonder y, but some how i guess is something to do wif her?haha,prelim abt 20 over dae, o lv abt 80 over dae...guess time for me to buk up le ba...was rather slack. i will learn to let go things that bother my mind sooner or ltr..if it is easy to remove lahz...planed abt 1 or 2 more week...stoppin maple le..as a summer break?(although singapore is summer throughout...=P) muz studi studi studi..studi for my future. she finally msg me for the first time..she onli usually reply my msg...the other time is ask for stuff of someone...onli tis time she ever msg me...haha...enjoy the moment..but...nv last long...haha

yesterdae the chill out dae, went out...main purpose to take photo for dnt.. but inthe end i nv take much..so treat it as a realease stress dae...was quite moody that dae again..moody mood let me think alot of stuff. happy sad, n reflect o wat i do..went to play pool wif jonathan kl mc, the D4 is back again? dont realli noe ba..wat is D4? Depression 4 i guess...hahahaa name for us last time coz all of us have some heart prob? meaning heart stuff or wat...like to chat of phone...talk all the nonsense we talk...n haha..do alot of stuff a normal people will NOt do ...=P...play pool...depress again.. listen to song...cant play well...last match..a group of gal came beside our table..n at that time i was much cheer up so play quite better...n in te end marcus they all sae i play so well becoz of those gal...i realli nv look at the gal.juz knew that one of the pair is a les...coz they hold hand to the table...onli that i realli does saw...haha...ltr we went to walk walk...eat at far east again chicken cutlet rice wif curry gravy...hahah taste good =D n full...ltr we walk walk n then go to simei for our unique starbuck dae...onli diff tis time is it happen on saturdae..=D...hehex..be4 that we go arcade...marcus n kl play ghost squad..me n jon. play initial D...but 2 guy ba the whole machine..n even if we wait for them finish..its abt 10.30 plus..the arcade close le..so...no choice but to leave the money inside the tap card n go have our coffee...rather sad n decide to buy a rather strong cup of coffee...saw a potato salad that marcus recommended nice that is wat hwei ling n dini told him so i buy we share haha marcus n jon buy noodle..n again they buy we share...erm..is cup noodle..haha..order a iced cafe latte wif extra shot of espressdont noe wat..english not good u noe..guess wat ltr we chat at first..then ltr do some abnormal stuff..we change shoe to wear n take picture...jonathan wif a sb oompa loompa dont noe wat..the charlie n the chocolate factory shoe...kl wif his jordan..marcus wif a converse sneaker..me wif superstar...guess wat..mine is the cheapest =P but nevertheless..i like that shoe..is the first shoe that i ever ever buy myself..haha...we change here n there..but they dont quite like my shoe..not it is cheap or wat..is the size...haha mine is the smallest there =P...quite fun played around do lot of picture stance?haha..
tell u liaoz long time nv rite alot of stuff to write...so have u read finish? haha thk wei feng for alway asking for my blog although i nv update for a preiod of time..2 dae ltr english oral...on ya..my chinese got B3 =D oral got a distintion...whuahahahahahaha==X haha got to stop my blog here liaoz...hope everything for me went well n happy...n...gambette all my frenz whom is taking there exam soon...espically carie n mun leng..tomoorw prelim har...p6 wor..ltr psle liaoz...jia you =D..lastly..take care n have a nice week...hehex =D

1 week pass again

2005-08-05T18:26:00.000-07:00

wah...time sure pass fast...so all my frenz how have u been..

class was rather boring...but lucky we got some leisure program goin on...project undertable monopoly =P...haha...monopoly in handphone played in sch...kinda of fun..although the first time i play i lose due to i accidently press wrong button to sell all my hse..haha..

nth to write more le ba..my life was quite a happy one? ..haha..i realli hope..so..

2005-07-29T00:50:00.000-07:00

haha...boring!!!!

2005-07-28T23:55:00.000-07:00

hey hey...long tiem nv post my blog liaoz...howie my new song n my background...the song is by howie dae - collide...hehex..

life was so stress up...n the same time tiring...she sae she was qutie bz n promise me to catch up wif me some dae...so wats the best..juz to wait for her to msh me ba..hehex..

sch was fun n fine tis dae..but some how...quite tiring n lot of problem btween teacher n my frenz happen...starting to rather slack liaoz...haha...suddenly..no mood to write liaoz..perhap next time i will write even btr post..so stay tune wor =D

3 mth....juz 3 more mth...

2005-07-23T20:56:00.000-07:00

haiz...3 mth ltr...'o' lv liaoz le wor...stress?...abit baa..haha..

Maple story> finally back to vic...meet sacredstar..my good frenz in maple n also a veri good healer =D...hehex...

Sch>still the same old dae lor...dnt next week muz finish...

Personal>....izzit btr to be loved or love other....i starting to wonder now liaoz...lovng other that dont love u at all...its...hurt...hurt..so much...

haiz...love was so simple in the 60s-80s....haha..i realli love simple life.....
hey u cant blame me again rite...a high S person thinking..hehex..
My families realli arent so beautiful like last time liaoz...last time although my hse r smaller...but..its warmer...ya...much more warmer...last time..everywhere i go...uncle auntie n lot of frenz..here...everyone seem to live in a world of their own...luckily got some good frenz here..=D..haha

ok thk for reading my post wor..thnk all my frenz...thnk for caring abt me..=D
n all of u ..GD luk n have a happy life...n hope i can finish my dnt

Its Been A Rainy Afternoon..Now i am starring at the moon...Thinking we got too serious as too soon

2005-07-19T04:49:00.000-07:00

If it is urs..its urs...if it is not..its not...
when stuff r meant to be...its meant to be...if not meant...its not meants...

Yesterdae was Racial Harmony..quite fun actually..we wore our home clothes...some wore clothing of other races or there on races..n we have a realli fun time then..we took all sort of picture...jumping around..posing every stances..make funny stuff...some get force to apply lipstiick =P...poor***** hehex,,all turn out reali fun..After racial harmony, we went to play ID ( initial D) quite fun...me welson seeheng khim leng kenneth johnathan stacy n johnson...haha..we have some sort of competion welson not include as he is too pro...nickname initial siaoz.haha n guess wat...JOHNSON turn out the champion...haha..its was quite enjoyble u although i nv won or wat...wat was fun is that its been a long time we gathered for the game..=D

Todae...Dnt Again...Mr lee somehow get realli piss off wif me? i guess so..he have some atitude problem..i guess...haha...i am realli slacking behind...alot of stuff...3 month...o lv will be here...Mrs Ng came suaning us again todae..

Life was still same for me..n todae i was LATE again..haha..tis time ran 4 round..woke up quite late..actualli if i rush i can manage to make it in time..but..i decided to make a slow sroll..remembering thed time wif her*..it was..short but memorable..n i remember of all my past..all my up n down...that is life..although therer sad time...but there isw somehow a new stuff..a new lesson learn...i slowly figure out how life was..i started to noe my bad point..i started to change...started to chane my habit...erm...i seem more mature suddenly =P...unlike me..hehex...i hope everyone will be fine..will be happy..especially..her*..hehex

The Dae...It have Finally come...But...i Cant seem to talk

2005-07-13T05:33:00.000-07:00

haha....the dae is not the dae* u all thinking lahz...its juz my oral =P. Haha..cant actually believe time past so fast n its my oral..the worse scenario is that..i am the first person to sit for the oral for tat dae..izzit fortune or downfall?..i dont noe...but it all turn out diff wif the appearance of charles..making me instead of first to the 2nd...quite nervous again..juz suddenly got a feeling to msg her..even though i noe she will not reply as she is in sch or wat..

soon my turn come like a flash..walknig nervously to the examiner..the 2 examiner age 40-50 plus..haha..quite scary..was quite nervous at first..make 1 or 2 mistake. Soon i told my self to be chill be me..be the happy-go-lucky me..n soonly..everything went out ok...n somehow i noe i can pass..do well...not sure..

Wanted to tell her abt tis stuff or wat..but haiz..she reply my msg..but also ended like a flash..no chance to tell her at all...izzit all fate? haiz..i hope fate is not that cruel to me ba...Time will reveal the sercet...May the star, the sun...watch over her for me..n make her dae best of all..heex

Saddness within Us

2005-07-12T02:41:00.000-07:00

some how...there is some kind of sadness between us...some kind of dark sercet...we do not wan to share..we do not wan to even think of it...coz it was uch a bad experience...

back at class todae...same old dae for me..lucky not late again like yesterdae...haha...get back class..doin the sam old stuff...such tat my good frenz marcus was feeling kinda of down..andrew too...wonder wat happen to them...but nvtheless..i tr asking them but nv get a nice answer...haha..guess it btr not to us..so y not doin some lame stuff or oter kind of stuff to cheer them out...try not to irritate marcus wif the mimi stuff again...haha...it almost turn ino a habit...trying to change it now sorrie marcus...even she..have some problem...but..wat can i do...i can onli sit there n noe her happening...but i cant do anystuff for her...haiz..i am such a failure...i wanted to be alway there for her..but somehow..i cant...guess onli a few frenz check my blog ba..so it feel nice..to write stuff in here...haha...hope everything...will be gone in the nite..n the sunrise will indicate to us...a new beginning for all of us n put down wat happen have happen yesterdae...so..let be happy..all my frenz..n her*...k//=D

(I wanted to be there for her yet no one done be4...to make sure that...she wil lbe happy..)

Tomorrow Sch again...

2005-07-10T07:11:00.000-07:00

haiz...week end is wat every sch 'kid' waiting for but it come as soon as it was gone...time flew pass nia...maple goin to stop soon le ba...coz prelim comin next month..if i remember correctly..haha...old liaoz lahz me..change some part of my blog...thk to zhi hui as i look at her blog for some new stuff de...hehex..life was so boring again..i starting to felt that life was boring juz that boring..i starting to lose fate or start to dis belive on wat i once believe in..the world..are juz so complicated..pure in the outside but evil in the inside...mother nature...human nature...destroy on each other...haha..wat i talking abt again...ok lahz...quite late le..coz...i dont wanan be late for sch again =P....hehex...so gd nite all of u altough when u read my blog is already tomorrow afternoon or mornning...btw...whu would read my bllog..haha...me lamo ashley stooping here again...miss her*....hehex

(I wanted to be there for u as no one done before)=D

At my Cousin hse todae

2005-07-09T00:04:00.000-07:00

havin a bad flu dae.....god doesnt bless me that much ba..haha
now at my cousin hse usin his labby to type my blog...hate the keypad..diff from my com.haha but the key is kinda of soft...martin r r gettin lonely n more n more despo everydae...ask carie to check his handphone frequenlty for msg...haha..=P..haha another boring dae again lor marcus think he havin his mimi dae ba..n kl at town wif his wife(shoe)haha...so sianz lahz actually nth to do write write blog to amuse my self lor....haha]]]]hows she is doin or wat she is doin...haha...sianz liaoz stop here le ba...ah kim nasi lemak was sure nice =D...lol..1 kg up le ba me..=X

Force to update my blog again

2005-07-08T10:45:00.000-07:00

STUPID Kim Leng n marcus...force me to or physco me to write blog again man..so quite haha..fridae nite = to oour chill out dae again..n drank coffe again...iced latte vanilla..time fly quite fast rite she have been quite stress lately ba...but grate to noe or hear from her again..cant believe me brother also like Rx-7..he gott taste too ba..haha=D..got a new wallet like the leather smell so much..thk brother=D

Actually...realli cant think of anything to write le ba...onli a few people come see my blog onli de...perhaps my blog r boring or wat...but nvm..juz write to entertain myself n my good frenz the mimi boy n the no.1 shoe lover..wanted her to see my blog sometime..but i scare ltr i write too obviously or wat that she will noe?..i bet she have not ever bein to my blog ba...saw a photo at her frenzster...see that she took a neoprint on her birthdae...look so close to someone that at first i think was a guy then ltr found out to be a gal....haha...perhap her hairstyle ba...she's realli cute...maynbe not to u all but to me? hehex...like a shooting star given to me to brighten my life...but soon got to shoot off?(i think my english sux) she got her life...reading her blog some how make me felt far from her...perhap i think to much...sometime i hate myslf for thinknig that much...m i too sensitive...dont care anylong...the nite sky..so beautyful tonite...although there r no star here...perhap all flew to her side liaoz ba

By the wae...I WONT SCOLD MY FRENZ IN BLOG MR STUPID CKL N MCK...=X..i juz scold u 2 stupid...haha...ok end my blog liaoz or then ltr blah blah blah happen again..=D have a nice morning?..haha

I wanted to let it go

2005-07-06T00:58:00.000-07:00

somehow...i have been missing her for a few dae liaoz...liking someone sure is a hard stuff....i told myself to let the feeling go....'O' Lv comin..i still cant stop thinking abt her...we somehow nv talk for few dae liaoz...hope she is bz n nv reply me back..perhap she is bz or wat....haha..i told myself suddenly for todae...i felt..she is juz too good for me haha.... but love is to giv in..n not wating a reward or stuff..so..i decided..let time tell the truth..let fate tell us everything...at least wat i can do now..is juz to noe tat....she is happy..she enjoy her life..that is all i realli wan n wish for her now n even forever wif or wifout me realli appearing in her life ba.tat to me...wasnt that important now ...haha

[nth much is important to me now...But i juz wanna be there when she is down]

todae...still the same old dae...cherish my handphone more now...haha..todae Mr Ho our Social Studies teacher talk to us abt other stuff instead of Socia Studies...i was uite grate that tis actually happen...talking abt car n his subaru impreza..i tsuddenly think of my dream car suddenly....Rx-7 1993 model (FD3S)...but now no new stock le...onli got 2nd hand...haha..but if realli can afford..i will like to buy that car when i get into the society=D...nth much to write le ba..
juz hope she will be wat she used to be n lead a happy life..my wish*=D

Lost n Found (handphone)

2005-07-05T06:18:00.000-07:00

hiaz....thinking that is another boring dae...morning PT again for 'Tough' student =P
after morning pt goin to chem lab for experiment tat time..changing clothes in class...handphone by my side...suddenly lost...=C..then starting to get nervous n scare...when i get nervous i will somehow get Nauseas ...i think the spelling lidat...then somehow find around..got no choice then go to chem lesson...marcus help me told my other frenz then as they got punish for forgeting to brin their chem pratical workbook...then r punish to no go in chem lab...bluff teacher sae not feeling well...we went back class search people bag...soon after chem lesson...handphone not lost...get to class sadly...lucky andrew found it at the toliet at the corner of the window grill...u need to stand up to the basin then can see de...THK Andrew=D....hhaha..at first wat worrie me most is that i will lose her no. ....then scare how to tell me family...but now everything is over=D...got a feeling of whu actually stealing my stuff...one of my classmate...but juz couldnt find evidence to sae any stuff..so juz forget it...forgive n forget is one man virtue..haha..juz abt lidat ba...hope my life will go smoothly.=D...hey i am a high S person can...dont like sudden change..hehex

Another Boring Dae?

2005-07-03T09:51:00.000-07:00

haha...another boring dae?...for most of u all no...but for me YES!!!!
did nth much again todae...lonely me again ba...play maple, walk around my 4 wall(my hse) sae hi to my 'Family member' 2 mr lohan n 3 dont noe wat fish..haha...sis went for yoga, brother still at thailand, mum went my cousin hse, dad go see mermaid(fishing)
leaving me at hm....haha..actually goin to cousin hse de...but got tution n the teacher nv reply me on time to change time...haha so no choice n nv go inthe end...
todae play maple found 1 cat eye n a umbrella n a kumbi throwing star...to some of u u may not noe wat 'junk' is tis...but i noe can liaoz..its my diary rite =D haha...been lame again..

Nth to write le....another Mr lamo ashley post...haha

My 3rd Post...Welcome

2005-07-02T09:20:00.000-07:00

haha...WELCOME back to mr LAMo ashley webbie....haha..=P

Todae actually did nth much,but got see the background n wording mahz....i make myself de wor, wif my frenz marcus(thk marcus)....he provide me wif the wording on the belwo n the top =D...haha..wake up quite late...coz tis early morning was making my blog,=P..haha...wondering how is she todae again? but guess so she is definetly fine ba=D. gonna put music n some pic of me n tagboard inside soon...but pls dont write i fat in the blog har =P
actually....nth to write le ba...guess so haha....n so oen dae gonna pass in 30 min....time was sure passing fine...'O'lv comin le wor...got to work hard le...WORK hard wor all my frenz..=D
So tis is another Mr Ashley DAe...haha=D

I Am Late Again

2005-06-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

haha...cant belive myself to be late again=c.....my sch is = to a prison.....force the latecomer to run 7 round....haha...n i was juz onli late by the 1 min=C....fate?to lose weight=X...lhaha....
Still the same old sch dae again....the onli diff is i get back to class all sweaty...=X..talk crap wif my buddy marcus again..been call lame so many time again...=P...we named todae as chinese week or dae? n we r onli allow to sing out chinese song ...played yongzhi psp...the racing game was so cool...can piao yi n i get 1st against the computer lot of time....other then that....i guess nth special to write le ba...=D

N so....tis is another Ashley boring dae written by ashley him self =P

The Start of my BLOG

2005-06-29T00:08:00.000-07:00

hihi, this is the first starting of my blog.....although....it doesnt look nice now...(coz i dont noe how to make i nice)...but i will learn how to make it nicer)A brand new star a Brand new blog ....haha...hope all or u r fine todae=D